Whatever.

It has been 3 weeks since you left me..
I'm a new person..
I no longer miss you..

Please get that into your head..
You are the one who chose to leave me..
During the times I needed you most you brushed me away..

Many nights I tried to talk to you about us..
But we were never a priority in your eyes..

I know you have someone else in your life..
And probably many more I never did know about..
People tell me about them all the time..

Let me just say that I loved you with my whole heart..
And was prepared to give you even my soul..
Whenever you asked me to change something about me..
I changed it as fast as I could..
I gave in to you so many times I forgot how to be myself..

Yet this is NOT the saddest part of my being with you..
I think the saddest part IS that I gave you 5 years of my Life..

And when you left me..
I was crying each and every night to sleep..
Did you know?
Did you care?
Did you DO anything??

So please let me go..
Stop calling me or SMS-ing me.
Stop asking me to make decisions that concern you.

Our story has ended..
I just want to get on with the rest of my Life..

- 1:55am 12 June 2004 -